Im male of writing as im missing my first girl who was 20 ish when i was in my 7th class. My dick is always hard when i use to see cleavage. So it started in my 6th class don’t know how i got to know about all this shit things, i started touching her from outside and she use to enjoy my sudden touch. So she was my neighbor also far family relative. So during summers use to sleep on terrace with her also her brother and mom use to sleep with us. One fine day i dare to my dick and i touched her boobs while sleeping. She acted like sleeping or she was really sleeping I don’t know till now. Then I was massaging her and slowly thrown my legs on her legs and tighting it slowly. Suddenly she moved me away don’t know why. And i gave gap for one day and then next day i did same she had big ass and small boobs. She use to work in BPO and come around 12 am so mostly tired women who is looking for pleasure. And i use to wait for her to see her undress and sneak into her room. One day i sneaked while changing dress she did not say nothing as im 7th class and she was in her Btech. Later the same day i massaged her boobs and made myself hard and ℹ slowly turned to her side and tried to kiss but she did not cooperate to kiss me back. So i stopped kissing. And my hands went on to her pussy and i slowly started rubbing her she was enjoying it but she pretended as she was sleeping. Now i made her to turn on i can feel it wet. I did this for hour or so she was wet but still not letting me do nothing as she was my neighbor and relative and im small to do this with her that was she thinking. As she was not giving me i got little more wild and ride to push my dick and she noticed. Next day morning she warned me not to touch her her in the sleep im doing xyz with her in sleep i said her its age opps im sorry sister. Then I’m growing up this rubbing continued for more years till i was in engeering first year and i moved to different city. She fucking slut did not give me pussy but she gave to boys who are of age i use to open her phone and check there was lot of sex chat and hotel bookings with same guy. And then later i asked her one day she said I can’t do with her cause im not old enough to do with her. Till now i still have fantasy to suck her milking books as she got married and lives in india. And I’m not anymore in india. This confession made with my current gf she was like im jerk from kid lol