So I was reading The Complete Book of Demonolatry by S. Connolly then I came across the information regarding Asmodeus, man he seems like a cool guy. I can feel a subtle connection when I just laughed the heck out when his description is he's associated with lust and like makes sexual jokes. Context was I was feeling so hollow and heavy but when I read his description the idea that he'll be a fun friend struck me and I felt so light-- haven't laughed like that for something so trivial like heck a description of a demon??

Man, we're like the same. I think we'd get along well? I am certainly a beginner in this and I find myself wanting to jump and proceed with contacting him but I AM SCARED PLUS I HAVEN'T READ MUCH but it feels like something is pulling in me that I need to finish this book and contact him right away. Is this what calling supposed to be like? Does he want me as a friend..? We can be friends with them right?