This stems from an abusive narcissistic woman I'm with who is wickedly wrong. Anyway, this is a wow of a read.

I feel mine is moved on because she took an opportunity of me leaving the house in an attempt to not argue but I packed my bags and my tools and I've threw them in my truck and I'm left but she also told me to pack my s*** and get out if I wasn't going to stop. I've been triggered, in this event, I just got home from work waited around till 6:45 to drive the middle aged boy to school at Centennial Middle School, I don't get back from there after the traffic and everything is cleared up, about 7:00 7:15. I got my shower and got into bed about 8:00. I laid down for about 45 minutes sleeping trying to anyway, but I remembered that she had a SSI appointment at 9:00 and I reminded her before I actually went to sleep.

When I laid back down after saying that to her I threw my arm around her and then I put my left knee up between her thighs to be more comfortable. She instantly pulled away from me. I know that we were having problems I was trying to make up she thought I was going in for the The Kill. Wasn't even thinking of sex at that moment. That turned into me being upset because I was rejected, and God this hurts to see if you talk about it of cry right now sorry I'm sorry, she had her phone interview and I sat there quietly on the couch to wait to explode on her and comment I just packed my stuff I brought my packed bags out of the living room, I grabbed my tools out of the garage, and I started loading things into my car in my truck.

I'm talk texting all this so just bear with me with the instant change of sentence because I'm not going to go back and correct it all. I'll keep the punctuation in there if I can, but I'm not going to go back and correct the sentences because I switched them instantly while I'm talking and there's a lot going to be said here. After she got off the phone, our youngest boy, turning 9 this month, was sitting on the couch watching TV and I had started to lose my cool, and as I'm sitting there triggered, she has her hands in her pouch pocket of her sweater. I didn't know that she was recording me until later when she shared the recording with me to throw in my face how I act when I'm triggered. Anyways I started saying though you need to stop cutting me down every time I make the positive statement on the Internet or go on video and make a short podcast and speak about certain things that I've discovered that not everybody knows about, but it is discovered it is searchable and data is found.

I have found things about Atlantis and Lumeria, I found out things about the CDT plates which is The Cloister Dora-Teura Plates, the oldest recorded history in existence, with a complete 12 discs, of crystalline substance material I mean, and it is completely readable as long as there's somebody trained and skilled in the extraction of the data. These things have history that goes further back then you could even fathom. Completely to the Cradle of Lyra. The planet of Arametena which is the 12th density. If you look at the Mayan star map you can see the 12 node tree and each Stargate takes you to a location out in space on another planet in a different density.

Well, I talk about stuff like that, completely provable information, this is older than history itself. It even has information of how the human race was created by conglomerate of Highly advanced sentient beings that created a hybrid blueprint. Now hear me out here, we are not the only intelligent life-forms in the whole existence of the entire Cosmos and multiverses and all that kind of stuff. We are not the only intelligent life either there are races and species and planets that are trillions of Cycles older than our brand new universe. Our Earth is only 10 trillion years old. Add 2023 years to that.

There is definitely more advanced civilizations out there undiscovered, they have the technology and the scientific advancement to have genetics mastered. There is evidence of alien DNA in our genetic blueprint already. If they don't know where it came from. Rh negative. One good example. We don't know if that's original world bloodline or if it's primate or if it's Cosmic being of some kind. Anyway I will talk about this stuff and I will give information out freely because I'm angelic I like to think I am. My whole life I have been targeted by the same type of woman. Now there are different types of women and different types of men. The types of women who like to Target me, are energy vampires I like to call them.

This can be anything from a succubus to a narcissist. If you get with a succubus they are very sexual and addicted to sex like sex addicts. Adult entertainment video intimate video I should say, or would that be called an exotic video or sexual video. Anyways you get the point a man in that aspect is called an incubus. So here we go my whole life with relationships I've had one relationship where this woman was not like the rest of them. So I mean you can tell the ratio of vampiric to non-vampuric women that I have dated, is highly noticeable of 9/1. Out of let me guess so there was Becky, Dawn, Cheryl, lisa, autumn, Valerie, lisa, darlia, lacey, Brianna, Cory, those are all the names of the vampiric women that I have dated. That is 11 women. So 1 out of every 12 women was good. Her name was Raelynn. We were 4 years exactly apart we shared a birthday. Both of us being capricorns, we got along great even to this day. She has about five kids now but she still looks really good.

That would make her 36 this year. By far probably the best girlfriend I've ever had in my life was Raelynn. And Ramona. And Teresa. Okay now the three women who the last three names that I've mentioned, we're actually the good women in my life. Ones that I was actually intimate with who I've had sexual relations with. Now, I don't know what the hell to do with my life. I've just named off every woman I've ever been with there's a couple of one night stands in there that I didn't mention there was Mindy and Amber and there was what was her name there was another Don gal that I had been with just for I think once or twice but there was never any serious relationship with any of these other women RaeLynn was the only one out of these and Ramona who I had actually had a relationship with it lasted longer than a season. All the other ones were at least 6 months and the only ones that were any length of time or Brianna Lisa and Corey. That was the first Lisa on the list. They are in order. Oh there's a Tammy there too that was just an FWB. We're still tight with friendships too.

Anyways when I speak of a positive message Corey would be the one to come up behind me and push me down off of my pedestal that I'm creating for myself out of happiness. Sharing this happiness amongst my peers feeding my soul good sustenance to eat. Because the soul requires knowledge and it also requires experience. You must experience the things that you want in order for your soul to evolve. And when you're always in a low vibration in a low density of downward spiral you cannot evolve. It actually hinders your evolution. Now, with genetics and dna, you have to activate or turn on the dormant strands of DNA you have 12 of them. If you're human. Many humans only have nine or 10 or 11 strands. Now these are double helix strands and it's called The 12 strand double helix DNA Diamond Sun blueprint/ template, whichever. I figured out how to activate these things. Using the 12 fire letters that are supposed to be connected with our DNA, but we have been reduced to four. Now in the Bible it says in their numbers and age will be reduced to 120. From 1,000 years or more. This is why dynasties way back then the rulers would have their power and their control over a region for hundreds of hundreds of years. We're talking like 7 to 800 years with one ruler. When the invasions happened it happened back during lemuria first . There is something called the electric Wars that happened during the Lemurian era back in the antediluvian period .

This was a war on the pylon crystals that were used to power their temples and their civilizations and even these crystals were also used for storing and transferring information. When the power crystals were exploded that something continent of Lumeria underneath the Pacific Ocean between Australia and Washington State. You can find the most remnants right off of the coast of Japan I believe, we're the cities of Nagasaki and Hiroshima were exploded by those bombs back in the forties. The survivors of Lumeria had fled to the North American continent and also to Australia in other parts of Eastern Asia. Many of them have also been said to have fled to Atlantis. Were they had started another civilization there. After the invasions the infiltration of the human genetics began. Humans were created as Angelic beings and his guardians of gateways to the cosmos.

That's why there are 12 tribes, there are 12 star Gates on the planet, there are dozens of minor Stargates that are surface stargates. Those are more like portal locations. Atlantis had something called The two eye Crystal I think that's what it's called, of Atlantis was the thing used to open up portals. Further back than this had to have been the galactic Wars that have been going on this whole time, I have proof of this as a young child and me my sister and my cousin were wrestling in the front yard, had laid on our backs to look up at the stars it was a nice night, we'd watched and witnessed a space fight, between two ships, how are you it was two ships is because one of them exploded .

So, back to the story, little history lesson the only edit I did to this was go back and make spaces in between paragraphs. But further back than that when the asteroid belt was formed and the moon was exploded and at the same time that's when Tiamat was exploded. Tiamat was exploded by Marduk. This was two opposing families in our solar system that had their homes on those two celestial bodies called planets. Upon the explosion those families had also fled to the planet earth. Where they had I believe these are the ones at Antarctica perhaps. Anyways this story goes clear back to the Cradle of Lyra between the Draconian species and the Lyrans over I believe it was resources and territory. This infuriated the Lyons who in turn retaliated against the Draconian species of Alpha draconis. The draconians all had counter attacked and destroyed Lyra that's the Cradle of Lyra the fight in the battle of.

I don't know much about that I haven't got to that sources of the story quite yet but. In the Bible you will read about guardians of gates you can look it up in the Bible you can look it up online there's about 28 different passages that talks about Gatekeepers in the Bible. These Gatekeepers and then there's key Masters and then there was also they don't say anything about the actual star Gates but it's obvious enough it all fits into the story. Well anyway back to the abuse. Corey would come right behind me after ending a video and she'll start talking crap and criticizing me about being a fake a fraud and a liar and how I'm a liar because I'm on Facebook again or I'm a fake because I don't practice what I preach, and I'm fraud because I'm not a clear cognizant person which is a lie I am very clear cognizant I am highly empathic. And because I'm highly empathic probably heyoka status. Which attracts very powerful narcissists.

So my whole life I've been dealing with spiritual attacks from narcissistic women, succubus types of women, because not all of those were women on that list were all narcissistic, now a succubus is narcissistic in a way because they are addicted to sex. Now I've had to learn myself in spotting these manipulation tactics the dark manipulation the psychological manipulation that they use the reverse psychology the gas lighting all that stuff belittlement condescending all that stuff. love bombing. Okay I'm going to stop there.