Hey everyone! I just wanna write my thoughts here and see what I can get from them. 3 weeks ago I was feeling tired of college, work and also I live alone so it’s just boring and monotonous. I try to avoid weed or alcohol because I had problems with anxiety, and it’s hard cause it makes things more interesting right?… 1 week ago I went on a trip with a girl from other city that I just met and her friends, the whole weekend was party and I was happy, but coming back to my normal life was a shock. She stop texting me, I really don’t know why we had a great time but whatever that just depress me more, I didn’t wanna be sober last week, smoked almost everyday but this one I’m taking control again. I know I’m going to be alright but sometimes the loneliness scares me, yesterday I was alone and sober watching movies, hope the rest of the week I can be strong enough 🙌🏻