I made the mistake of buying into parental pressure to do business like my mom, and I had a genuine interest to make a lot of money, so freshman year I had switched from Psychology to Accounting. Accounting was monotonous so I added a philosophy minor just to churn my brain a different way.

Here I am now, 2 years later. I STILL haven’t landed myself a decent job, let alone a career. I’m seeing posts of software engineers working from 9-6. Like I feel incapable of doing that it seems miserable to me, but I’m definitely not doing anything better. My last job was sales and now I’m living through both unemployment and Uber/doordash. But I do work every single day I have free. I’m coming home with $300 a week just by going out like 5 hours a day.

I hate accounting. I have bad ADHD, I need something exciting I had thoughts of doing Arts Administration (I am a musician) to kind of meet a tie between my passions and work. But idk. I’m struggling with my pot usage, but I also don’t think it’s hindering me. I just need to be able to hold down a job, and my experience in business was before I was introduced to drugs. I just don’t know what my next goal should be besides make money and go to grad school