Today was the first time I ever went to a real gym. PF, I signed up in December and I only finally stepped foot in there today. But I stepped for about an hour and a half on the treadmill. I kind of messed around with a few other machines, but not enough.
But I see myself, as the other night in my journal, I have a few goals written, and one of which being to hit the gym 50 times before next year. Fuck that, I see myself and I raise it. 150. 150 times, for atleast an hour, I can be there. And in fact if I only hit 150, that isn't enough. There's too many days left in the year to settle.

Going back to an earlier post about our "time". We only get so much.

So in an attempt to be living better and maybe even longer, I will be hitting the gym after work as much as I can and even just whenever the notion floats.

Fuck I'd drive back rn if I wasn't drinking tonight.

But on the same note as needing to stop drinking. Tis where I say farewell to the online community. Not to say it was ever so beneficial, especially reddit,but lord knows we love our validation and connections wherever we can find em.

To all and anyone, you got this.

Your battle is your own and only YOU can figure the path.