Today is day 1 of this journey. I stopped caring a while ago. Dating was going horrible and despite improvement I had made, felt alone and fell back into food because it was always there for me. It helped make loneliness and pain go away.

Dating wasn’t worth it. Lost a lot of self esteem and didn’t take a picture for about 4 years.

I hate it. I’ve hated myself for years and just looked down on me. Never was a fan of how I looked.

I had to take my first picture today since 2019 for an ergonomics claim at my work station. I saw how I looked and was ashamed.

I don’t like this. I’m just going to take care of me for me. I just want to like the guy in the mirror for the first time of my life.

Starting today. I’ll keep track of my progress on here. I’ll keep it honest. Fortune and failure.