About a month ago I was in a huge fight with now ex/best friend of nearly a decade. Yesterday she came by unexpectedly and dropped off my disposable camera in my mailbox. Then texted should we see each other in public to ignore her and she will ignore me, stating we are nothing but strangers and always have been nothing but strangers.

Almost 10 years of my life I've known them and had amazing moments also bad ones. The fact she considers us nothing but strangers stings so much.

I want to be happy without her but as of now I can barely function throughout the day. Staying busy and all that isn't working. How do people just not care? I'm tired of this rain cloud above me but I can't see it ever going away.

Wondering how to move on and stop crying over this all day long.