Currently it's been nightly massages, body and feet to try and reconnect. I have felt the sexual tension during but added no pressure to her for afterwards. Just wanted to let her feel wanted!

This morning, taken kids to school, now back at home having a coffee and she said about having something to do today soooooo I gave her a look.... You know what I mean.....to do.........😉

She replied.....

I'm just not on the same page as you sexually at the moment...... (The second time she's said this to me!) Whilst making me feel like I'm a fucking Predator for showing my wife some affection!

It's been months since we last slept together and years before that. I love my family and my life.... Think I'm residing myself to the fact that it isn't going to change no matter how many conversations we have or how many massages or things I do for her🤦.

She is obviously happy because I do most of the stuff round the house, bring the money in, kids to bed, cook, clean and more..... And she often says that she thinks I'm sexy and touches me to let me know etc but we never seal the deal.

I used to think it was cause the kids were always at home and long days etc but both kids are at school at least 3 days a week and I thought we would reconnect in that time but it seems to be excuse after excuse....

Ahhhhh F it! There's worse shit to moan about eh...

Thanks for reading, don't really know what I'm after..... Happy Tuesday all! ❤️✌️