So my wife and I have just hit 60 days since our last dance, it was pity sex. Before that it have been 73. All holidays had been skipped and my bday was in December. All the chances we had for some alone time was spend with me scrolling on this sub to feel better while she gamed. I wake up the next day and shes still playing. Day in day out for the past 133 days. When she does this she tells me I just to tired to have sex, well I work 2 jobs and help out at another place from time to time when they call, but I would still like an eighth of the attention she gives to that fucking game. So here I am posting a rant again debating where I should ask tonight since to was her day off, and shes still in PJs playing since I woke her up this morning.

Ive enjoyed drinking from time to time but now I find myself drinking to past out and avoid the rejection. This all is getting to the point that if she does say yes I'm not even she I could get it up. This all hurts too much.

Sorry for the run-on sentences and Grammer issues, I just needed to rant, thank you.

 P.s. me HLM 27, wife LLF 29 married 5 years together 7