This cruise has been absolute torture.

For those who remember my [HLM25] last post, I’m currently on a cruise with my wife [LLF25] and family. While it has been relaxing in some ways, it has also not exactly been helpful for my sexual frustration. To recap, my wife had said leading up to this trip that we would take this opportunity to have more sex. I was so excited for it. Now we’re more than halfway through the cruise, and despite several attempts to get her in the mood… nothing :/ it hasn’t helped that this ship is full of gorgeous women dressing to show off. I’ve been so horny it’s been driving me crazy. Then today I saw something that just sent me over the edge.

Today we had an island excursion to the beach, and not too far from where I ended up sitting, there was a couple that caught my attention. The woman was BEAUTIFUL and honestly really sexy. She had a very revealing bikini. I tried not to stare and be rude or creepy or anything. But then I noticed something. As she was sitting in her chair, she kept biting her lip. She looked like she was trying to stifle her own voice. Her toes were curling. She kept spreading her legs wide and I had to do everything in my power not to stare. Then I looked at the guy she was with and I saw what was happening: he had his phone out and every time he swiped it, she reacted. I’m 99% sure they were using one of those remote controlled vibrators in public! I felt so embarrassed and turned on and jealous. What’s more, before too long, they both got up and left in a hurry. They spoke Spanish and I couldn’t understand everything, but I was able to piece enough together: they were looking for somewhere to fuck. About 15 mins later they came back with big smiles on their faces. AND THEN NOT 30 MINUTES LATER THEY DID THE SAME THING ALL OVER AGAIN.

This whole time I was sitting with my family so I couldn’t exactly move and I had to pretend that I didn’t notice. Somehow nobody else seemed to. But I certainly did. And I was so jealous. I wanted what they had so badly. To have someone that you just can’t keep your hands off of, and who can’t take her hands off you. To have a woman who wants to have fun—any time, anywhere—even if it’s risky. To have someone who isn’t afraid to get wild and kinky. I want that kind of connection so badly and I envy those who have it.

I hope this post isn’t crazy. Sorry if it is. I’m just honestly horny out of my mind after today and I had to vent about it in the very least