I find myself extremely irritated all day every day. I cannot ever feel good, I’m constantly upset and depressed over this. It breaks me down at least 4 times a day. I try to work out, eat well, take my vitamins.. probiotics.. I work and love my work… it’s the lack of sex purely causing this. I’ve given up on ever having sex with my husband again. Medically, that won’t be happening and I have no choice in the matter. I’ve tried to find someone else and it’s just not working out. I can’t find anyone in a reasonable proximity that I even remotely like and it’s not for lack of trying, the process has been grueling. Idk what exactly I am accomplish posting here, but I’m just at my ropes end. There is no relief, nothing to look forward to bc I just know I can’t do the one thing I want to do. Don’t message me, my chat is not open.