It's not even just the sex (or lack thereof) it's even the kissing, and the hugging. It doesnt matter where, in the kitchen, in bed, out in public. I'm always met with her turning her face away and she has this "playful" yet disgusted look on her face. Like the thought of kissing or hugging me is gross. She always says that she doesn't know what I'm doing, cause I like to joke around a bit. But it's getting to the point where I'm wondering if we made a mistake getting married. If she's like this all the time then I can't live like this for the rest of my life. She just goes about without a care in the world to how this is making me feel. And I've told her what it does. She just always gets defensive and says how "I" never make her feel loved. I do though, I do. I try every damn day to do my damn best....it hurts not being loved how you want...