I’ve been married for almost five years now and it’s been so depressing how the lack of a sex life really fucks with your self esteem. My partner spends more time telling me what I am doing wrong, and refuses to touch me like I’m infected with perpetual COVID. I know I’ve developed kind of a dad bod, so the lack of intimacy, both physically and emotionally has really placed me the pits. I just honestly don’t know how this once vivacious woman with a thirst for life and love has turned so cold and icey towards me. I’ve wanted to so badly cheat on her physically but the most I’ve been able to muster are small online flings that fizzle out quickly.

The crazy thing is I have so much to give and want to give. I want to eat a woman out until she cums so bad that she punches a hole in the headboard. I want to shower and flower a girl with romance instead of being embarrassingly rebuffed by my partner on every occasion. I wanna worship a woman and every inch of her body and make her feel goddess-like.

TLDR: Fuck marriage, worst decision ever. 😢