Hi all. I have been in a dead bedroom for seven years and married 23. I have been rejected so many times that I have not even tried to initiate anything. She only wants cuddles at time. She will not touch me in any intimate manner and scoffs when I try flirting, etc. I ve been told she doesn't want to change the situation and I cannot cheat. If I want something else, I must get a divorce. I am inexperienced even at my age and have never been very confident with women. We get along fine every other way, but I can't help to feel cheated and to get emotional at times. I take Prozac to deal with my frustrations and depression. She knows it primarily because of our relationship. I know what would be best, but I find it very difficult to tear away and wreck my life. She is the only person I have truly loved and I am just afraid of the future going down either path. I just wanted to express myself and appreciate any feedback. It's cathartic to chat. Thanks for reading.