For those of you who know my story, know that I have been struggling with a DB for a bit.

My wife had a celebratory banquet a few nights ago. She was being honored for her performance in her program and wanted my daughter and I to see it.

I got her a hotel room and got a babysitter for my daughter. I made an effort again like the way I used to when we were younger. As i dropped my daughter she called me and I said i was coming back to our room. She said “our room? You mean my room.” I said, hey I can back off I know we agreed to separate and take some time apart. She said, “No, I want you here next to me”

I got back to the hotel and went to our room. You have to understand she did not want me even seeing her naked before this. Complete shut out. She told me to help her out of her clothes and then asked why I was still dressed. I said “I am just picking up a few things around here.” I proceeded to hang up her clothes and mine and joined her in bed.

I started caressing her and I could tell she was becoming aroused. She asked me what I was doing and I said, i am being with my wife. She let her wall down and I proceeded to perform oral on her. She then wanted me inside of her and we went to PIV. It was a little awkward with all that had been going down, so we both attempted to enjoy ourselves and she told me to finish. She said “That was good, but its not they way I wanted to be fucked tonight.” She rolled over to her side and wanted me to hold her. We got hungry and then ordered room service at 12:15am. We talked, laughed, and then she asked me to hold her again.

She had a stressful night and I offered her a massage to help her calm down and relax. She was happy that I offered and said that i have not touched her like that in years. Which was true. Her love language is physical touch and affection and mine is deep conversation. I massaged her for about an hour focusing on her inner thighs and giving her some manual stimulation in which she came really good.

She asked me to hold her Again and we talked some more. We fell asleep for about 20 minutes when she woke me up and said, “ Im still wet.” I immediately buried my head between her legs and began pleasuring her for about 45 minutes. She was out of breath and wanted more. So I put both of her legs over my shoulder and began in her words “fucking the shit out of her.” There was biting, butt slapping hair pulling and alot of squirting on her part. About two hours later we were done.

We decided to drive home and check out. We crawled into our bed and talked for hours again. With me sharing things about myself I never have before. She cried with me as I told her about my abusive childhood for the first time. I guess she just wanted to be close to me emotionally and since going to therapy I have been working on saying what I am feeling and have felt.

That opened up round four at home. We’ve been talking nonstop for days.

Its been wonderful. I am still working on myself both physically and emotionally and am just taking it day by day.

It feels as though we are working through our problems together. Not saying we are fully back, but moving in the right direction.

TLDR: Last week she said she no longer wanted sex from me. Two nights ago…. We had sex like two newlyweds who couldn’t keep their hands off of each other.