So I’m a first time Reddit user and have been told half the time Reddit users are helpful in some situations so here we go. So I 23m and my wife 21f have been together for almost 5 years been married for 2 and a half. We recently had a kid about 6 months ago and I’ve been super happy about it, but since my wife became pregnant and after giving birth she practically is repulsed by me and wants nothing to do with sex as she claims to have little to no sex drive. Before she got pregnant she couldn’t keep her hands off me and wanted to do it all the time. I understand having a kid can change her sex drive but she is bisexual and when she told me(after she had our kid) she wanted to have a 3some with a girl she jumped my bone that night but when it came to the day of the girl ghosted us and she hadn’t touched me since and it’s been months and I feel like she only got with me bc the other girl made her HOT if you know what I mean. Every day since then I try to initiate and get rejected and it’s been hurting my self esteem and it makes me feel super unattractive. Lately she keeps commenting on how I have found a sex partner as she can’t or won’t fulfill my sexual needs and I tell her it’s bc I love her and only want her, the only reason I wanted to do the threesome was to make her happy and she says she’s never been with a girl and feels scared to do it alone. So I guess what I’m trying to say or ask is should I be worried about infidelity as she says she doesn’t like men and I’m the only man she wants and the last as her previous relationships have been toxic and physically and mentally abusive so I kinda believe her. And my second question is should I find a sexual partner or keep trying with my wife. Sorry for the long read and any questions I’ll try to answer as I’m at work typing this out because I’m so lost and I can’t talk to my wife as she’ll just say it’s her hormones or something and I don’t wanna say I don’t believe her but I’m finding it hard to when I’m constantly rejected but she keeps saying sexual things and such. Sorry I’m all over the place I just don’t know what to do so I come to you Reddit for help and support.