Hello,

Sorry for this rambling post. I'm just feeling so ecstatic about the turn my life is taken.

About a year ago I posted here about the problems I had with my ex-husband. After hearing the comments and messages I got rid of it and kept being in some denial and wanting to try to fix our marriage. I deleted everything to keep hoping it was fixable, but it didn't and 3 months ago we divorced.

The divorce went okay I guess, it was an adjustment being on my own with the kids, but we are on the rails again. And now that everything is less hectic again. I feel soo much more freedom. I feel like I can properly breath again.

I watched something naughty without having to feel fear of anyone finding out or chastising me. I wore clothes that I felt comfortable in, not just what was "appropriate".

Most noticeable, I noticed a man eyeing me down....it felt soo weirdly good. I felt so strangely desired again.

So I just wanted to post this, to let people know. That I cannot promise that the grass is greener on the other hand, but sometimes it's not bad to choose for yourself. I am 48 and feeling ready to discover myself again <3

Much love and good luck

Irene

Edit: Thank you all soo much for all your kinds words. I never expected so many amazing comments and messages. It's been amazing to wake up too and read. I've been emotionally honestly, its just confirming I'm on the right road. I wish everyone the happiness in their life. Much love xxxx