It happened last night. She's [46LLF] finally willing and I [51HLM] wasn't able. It was close to this the last time but I was able to rally.

I even abstained from self pleasuring for nearly a week to see if it would help. NOPE.

And yes, I have pills but the side effects imo arent worth it if I only have the slimmest possibility of them being necessary.

I hope she now thinks about all the opportunities she's missed over the past years now that she wont have them. 😠

Update; It turns out there the dosing for my low-T therapy might have been messed up for the past 6-8 weeks which might explain a few things.

I'm not going to make any edits to the OP as it's a snapshot of honest feelings at the time and feel there is still a degree of relevance to what I was experiencing at the time, justified or not.