Hiiiii DSP! I haven't seen something like this posted before here, so here's a recording of a real-life BDSM scene where I'm the submissive bottom. It mostly includes impact play with a bunch of random implements, plus things like condescension & threats, breathplay, AND my first time ever being fisted. 😳 Be forewarned, I'm dramatic as fuck and yell and whine and moan a lot, and there are plenty of silly & fun moments in it too :)

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In addition to my voice in this recording, you'll hear my partner u/Ivy_Clover, and their partner u/Zeteki_Z who was hanging out to assist and provide occasional threatening commentary or sadistic advice 😁 I included the CNC tag because I definitely lean into a non-con roleplay headspace in this one - eve though I always have the option to safeword, I'm often saying "no" or expressing sounds of fear & distress, I have no idea what's in store for me - everything including the fisting & knifeplay & breathplay were all a scary surprise. Just know that regardless of how it sounds and the fact that I'm crying and tap out at the end, I enjoyed the hell out of this 😋 And we all had some delicious un-recorded aftercare afterwards (once I showered the blood off!)

The audio begins right after I've been stripped naked, blindfolded, and led to stand in the basement, after least half an hour of various types of humiliation, then get fucked with an ice dildo in both holes... so I'm already a lil whiny and shaky 😅

Very Detailed Timestamps:

Impacts part 1

• Thin wooden dowels: 0:00 - 1:30
• Wooden paddle: 1:35 - 2:30
• Sink plunger (humiliating & silly): 2:40 - 4:15
• Wire grill brush - back (wood/metal, this one hurts): >! 4:20 - 5:45!<
• Brief breath play (plastic bag choking): 5:50- 6:20
• Wire grill brush - front (bristles): 6:20 - 7:00
  • Blood tasting: 7:00 - 7:30
  • Bein dizzy and stupid, a few extra spanks blood play: 7:30 - 9:00
• Water break, pressing on bruises, plunger handle >! 9:00 - 12:00!<
• Belt, gagged: 10:10 - 11:00
• Pressure points, anticipation, various impacts 11:00 - 12:05

Fisting

• Prep: Vibrator fingering/dildo some gender play: 12:10 - 14:10
• Dildo impacts, pussy slaps, pressure: 14:15 - 16:20
• One finger at a time, lube>! 16:30 - 17:25!<
• 😳😳:17:30 - 19:40
• Aftermath/clean up, acting super chill n normal19:45 - 21:05

More pain, condescension and ✨threats✨

• Getting stepped on21:15 - 22:50
• Belt whipping (mmm) metal rod: 22:55 - 23:45
• Fear play, punching, spit in mouth, pressure: 23:50 - 25:30
• Metal chain flogger (flogging punching): 25:45 -28:15
• Breath play (plastic bag), threats: 27:20 - 28:10
• Stepping punching :28:13 - 28:45
• Chain-wrapped punching, man-handling:29:10 - 30:15
• Water break, cloth gag: 30:20 - 31:05
• Plastic rondel dagger (pressure/twisting impact): 31:10 - 32:45
• Getting tied up: 32:50 - 34:15

Bound, biting, more fearplay

• Biting blood smacks:34:20 - 35:30
• Various impacts lots of waiting/anticipation:35:30 - 37:00
• Knife play, quiet but scary: 37:05 - 39:25
• Meat tenderizer, more threats:39:25 - 41:45

Crying, crop, safeword

• Pussy slaps & spanks 41:45 - 42:25
• Riding crop (thighs ass), crying, handcuffs: 42:25 - 43:25
• Riding crop (thighs pussy🥲):>! 43:25 - 47:15!<
• Safe-wording ("red" 3 taps): 44:35
• Getting untied, start of aftercare: 44:35 - end

Listen to my Sunroom 🌻 here (12m), where i just chat a bit about the scene and how i'm doin, etc!

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hiiii! Phew, that was a lot of timestamps, hehe! I love the "overheard sex" genre of audios, even though they aren't super common, but I can't recall ever seeing any kink-focused "overheard" posts before, so I figured I'd share some this absolute treat of an evening that my partner & metamour gave me! I supposed it's a bit similar to my 1000 spanks audio, but this is more of a real scene that I just happened to record as opposed to being for the audio. It is sometimes intense, but they were also sooo sweet to me throughout everything like when I got all dizzy and I hope you enjoy hearing that loveliness and all the little breaks I got juxtaposed with the threats and pain.

When preparing to post this, I went back and forth a bit considering whether I wanted to include the actual ending of this session/audio of me using our safeword/gesture and everything that comes after. In all honesty, I haven't been exposed to many stories or depictions of safewords being used & respected, and it's definitely the most vulnerable part of this post for me to share, but I want to give an example and reminder that using a safeword is not a failure. It doesn't mean that you're weak, or a bad sub, or not kinky enough, or anything else negative. It's a gift to your partner to use the power that you have as a sub, and a huge part of the beautiful . Plus, this night was special because a goal of our session was to intentionally drive me to the edge and to get me to tap out as a way of getting a current understanding of my limits to help with future CNC scenes, so in some ways it was a bit easier (and also added a layer of mind-fuckery) to know that was the direction we were headed, one way or another. Thank you for being here/reading/listening, muah! 💛