My oldest brother (44)passed away last March. I have been an emotional wreck, over the last calendar year. I’ve isolated from my mom, dad, brothers… because of the guilt. The pain of not being with him when he was dying. The pain of not saying goodbye. The shame that they are better family members than I was.

Dan losing Lebo, I’m so sorry for him but he said he got to show appreciation.

I pray one day I find that peace.

However, this show is what I listen to when I want to cry, when I laugh and then start crying cause Greg’s health is better. That I can be more intimate with this crew than my family. Sometimes the laughing turns to tears and that’s when you know…. It’s gonna be okay.

Thank you Fellow fans, and the crew.