Dad is super lonely. Portland Oregon is pretty lonely part of the world. I keep looking for a smaller 18yo (legal, of course!) boy for fun times and companionship. Been looking for years. My question? Are there REALLY no one in Portland Oregon? And why when I answer posts, everyone says no? Other guys get who they like, it hurts that I'm excluded. Am I really too old? Am I that ugly? Even tho other guys I've seen are older than me?? I just don't understand what's wrong Am I inferior, not worthy? Is this part of the country a no-no? I can't move, I'm stuck here. Does that mean I'm stuck being lonely? This is depressing. I see all these cute boys here, but knowing they are many states or countries away. And they are looking for loving dad, but then seem to up and disappear leaving me hanging. I just don't know how much longer I can deal with this loneliness. Been at this for decades now. Help!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭 Please, please be local to my area. I really desire the "real thing" in real life. 🥰😊