Hey Dads, my last year has been a struggle to say the least. These last two weeks have been what I’ve waited for. I don’t really understand how it happened but I ended up actually speaking with my ex gf. Long story short, I told her about my past heroin use. She had no idea I was using. I end up at her place for two days and we “get back” but she ended it again last Friday. I’m very understanding and want nothing but the best for her. I lied my ass off to her and she still doesn’t trust me. I don’t blame her because it took my ex wife this entire year to get trust back. I’ve felt kinda crappy this week but she still wants to be friends and we’re on speaking terms. I’m playing it cool and living my life the best I can. Well, I end up getting a phone call that a job I applied for and interviewed. They’re offering me the position. The pay is double my current salary but it’s a traveling job. Which does mean time away from my son. I have to take the job, it’s the only way I’ll be able to keep myself afloat while living where I am. I just don’t make enough where I currently work. I know I’m making the best long term decision but my ex wife can’t help but push my heart strings with my son. It’s walking on eggshells with her right now but once I’m established again. I’ll be able to not just spend more quality time with him but I’ll be able to support him financially. I work very hard and it has finally shown in my personal life and work life. I’m not a prideful person but these seem like good achievements to be proud of. Being able to handle my emotions with a loved one. Achieving the highest pay I’ve had in my career.