Pa, i missed you. You know that we aren’t doing well. Z is so fucked up. Her and I and K fought before everything happened. All i wanna do is protect mom and they don’t understand that nor appreciate what mom has done to us. So Z got arrested for DUI and child endangerment. She went to jail overnight and her car is gone. I thank god she’s okay and her daughter is okay. But when is she gonna fucking learn?? That’s what I’m mostly frustrated about. She have a fucking kid but still party like theres no tomorrow. We haven’t talked but i don’t think I’ll be ever ready to face her. Mom misses her grandkids and i know i have to face her soon. But all i could about is her wrong doing. I don’t even know how mom is handling this better than me. I walked out the house the other day bc i told mom to not help her bc we help her so many times already and still fucked up her life. And mom doesn’t agree, which frustrates me. Pa, you know what Z has been doing. It’s frustrating to see our family like this. I don’t know what to do anymore.