Hi Pa, It’s your youngest here. I just turned 24 last week and i think everything turned tables in just one week hahaha stepdad lost his job at the beginning of pandemic but he found a job now. Which I’m really happy and excited for because it really hurted him when he loss his job. I was really sad for him too. But when i got home from work he broke the news that he got a new job but this one is out of state. Meaning him and mom will be moving soon. I’ll be on my own soon. I’m scared asf. Growing up is so scary. I missed being young. I also think I’m in the middle of the chaos. This is happening. I am not doing well in school bc of pandemic, I’m graduating soon but that might be late again, i just wanna do well because I’m the only one who went to school and I’m just trying to make mama proud while I’m battling all this chaos on my own. I have no savings because I ended up buying school books, i always say i will try again later but here we are smh, i am also planning to get my bachelors but i feel so down because i feel like i don’t deserve to go on school since i don’t do well but school makes me so happy even if I’m failing or not making good grades. I also wanna start a small business, a plant business. I wish your here so i could tell you all about them. I just wanna hug you and you tell me it’s gonna be okay that I’m gonna be okay.