I’ve been both physically and emotionally abused by both parents and on top of that I was bullied since kindergarten and through all my school years.. 😔 oh and they both abandoned me as well.. I wish if I had someone older who loves me and care about me, who I can turn to for emotional support or share something I’m happy about… I try to be my mother my father my friend but still it’s not enough I’m completely cut off from the world.. I have no one to genuinely talk to but myself and my made up characters.. yea and I’m in my 30s 🫠 I feel like what I want will never happen because I’m just not meant to have anyone I want in my life