Preface: i don’t have the best relationship with my father. My mom does the best she can but some stuff I rather hear from a man. So feel free to share some advice.

This is sub is what’s more familiar to me so that’s why I post here. Between my truck situation and this whole government shut down i don’t know what to think. I get told all the time you have so much to look forward to. But as the days come and go I’m not too sure about that.

As I stated many times I’m a plumbing apprentice but I feel too dumb to try to understand it all. People keep letting me down and I’m overcoming that I guess but still hurts. Life anit fair but it doesn’t owe me anything either.

When will I be happy even for a little bit. I just want my truck back running, a good friend, and a hobby. I love working with my hands and want to learn things for a side hustle. I just think it’s really cool to know and be able to fix certain things yourself. But hey I’m just venting. Thanks for reading.