I'm enlisting in the navy. I always looked up to the service personnel since a young age. Especially the navel personel and the navy pilots that we met that one time on that we toured that navy base. Even my scout leader was a marine. And he was one of a few people I actually looked up to. I just did the asvab and scored a 75 which is almost good enough to qualify for nuclear jobs. Which is great. But some med history has caught up with me and is giving me grief with moving forward (from accidentally screwing up an application for the airforce).

I wanted to follow in my scout leaders footsteps and those navy pilots steps and join the military. I always thought that I would make for a good service member. Even without the med stuff I'm not sure if this is what I want to do anymore. Im not sure if the military is the right move or fit anymore. I'm in it now and can't back out even if I want to. But I'm now nervous scared and unsure of this. And I feel like Im making a mistake. I feel like the only one that understands how I feel right now is my seal plushie.