I’m happy but deep inside its rough. Its rough out here, i try my best to move on from the feeling of loneliness but its hard. This summer i book lots of trip so i can go out but then again i get so sad I’m doing this all alone. I’m thankful for this part of my life and I’m molding to who i wanna be but I’m scared to grow all alone. I know its my time now to start a family or get marry, but it’s so hard to trust people after what happened from the past. Don’t worry I’m in therapy now, I’m doing a lot better. I also went to see a psychiatrist which he put me on meds, this step was the hardest bc i never sob and i never tell anyone how i feel except when I’m on this sub. x