Growing up, I was always the toss-away kid (oops baby if you will) I mean sure, I got the same things as my siblings but it was either half assed or a hand me down my family put all their faith in my older siblings (I’m the youngest) in the thought of I won’t amount to much that I’ll be some “18 and away to the military I go” (military family) but as time went on and I tumbled and turned through life somewhat parenting myself I landed on my feet, got into a two year school (a meh one but a school nonetheless), so far have surprisingly good grades, and after I’m going to my states school to get my business degree (going into photography, god knows I’ll need it) and Im finally playing football so who knows where that might go and yes I’m nervous with friendships, and relationships, and curving my “blow all my money on fun stuff” mindset but so far not bad for the kid everyone pushed away and I’ll be honest I didn’t know I’d make it this far but here I am the cranky curmudgeon still chugging along