Hey dads,

I used to be involved with a lot of things when i was still young thats why i know a lot of people and also mom has a lot of friends. But i grew up. Graduated college and not involved as much anymore. I try to avoid things. I was sad and depressed thats why i’m in my room a lot. I still do go out but i like to do things on my own. I still do hang out with my parents, i do have full time job. I’m slowly okay now. I had to point that out bc someone commented on my post I’m suicidal but no i am not. I am happy and just prefer to be alone. I can’t stay calm if theres too many things going on in my head. I know people worried about me, but its so exhausting when people ask me what I’m doing with life, when I’m gonna move out, when I’m gonna figure things out. I’m slowly figuring things out of my own quietly and moms know that. But it so irritating when people asked bc once I’m alone i start to hate myself again bc i should’ve figure things by now or like i wish i had better answer to that person. Like I can’t stay calm again bc i will be busy thinking what that person just asked or said to me.