“How did it come to this?” I asked myself as I hit enter officially posting my profile to a maternal surrogacy website.
Well I guess here’s how…My parents kicked me out years ago when I came out as a trans guy they couldn’t cope with “their little girl” becoming a man. The fact was, once kicked out I couldn’t afford to become the man I wanted to be. At this point I can barely afford to live. If I’ve done my math right, the terms in my surrogacy agreement should help me finish up paying my debts as well as allow me to save enough to start hormones and stay on them until I can get a job with good benefits. One more year before I can be who I want to be, I’ve been who I am now for this long, another year won’t kill me, at least I don’t think. Everything was ok at my last doctor's appointment. Pregnancy is obviously risky but if it pays off it will be worth it.
(I’m looking for someone to play the person who hires me as a surrogate though I'd be happy to play either role. The other character would be a well-off single female. It could be a cis female who can't have her own children, it could be trans femme character who can't, for obvious reasons. Maybe we know eachother already but neither knows each other's struggles? It might start off as a purely platonic/business relationship and they catch feelings for each other. As time goes on, the surrogate comes to love being more androgynous or gender fluid? I'm open to playing either role just looking for someone else to play along or help develop it. I'm also open to other ideas around Mpreg.)