I almost got kicked out of my house for having a panic attack. My door got taken away even though I’m an adult. All I could do in that moment was thinking about ending my pain.

They had me take all these different medications that I didn’t know. When they left my room, I took 350 mg of DPH immediately. I wanted to take 1g and end it all, but I had the smallest bit of hope that 350-500mg will help me calm down and trip.

I don’t even care if it’s a bad trip, no trip is worse than having three people scream at you, all because you were crying. If anyone wants to talk and chill that would be very helpful to clear my mind of this absolute nonsense. Or help me figure out my next steps (DPH wise).