I will be 21 in three days. I have opted to wait until I am 25 to take DMT. I have had experiences with taking pot before as my first experience on pot proved to be quite enlightening. I took three blocks of a 300mg Wonka Bar because all the people around me told me "its not that much" and I ended up with a few hallucinations and a "bad trip" brought on by me not being in the right headspace and questioning my sexuality. I went through a "soft ego death" if you will.

I have considered myself to be a spiritualist ever since I was 17. I left Christianity behind and explored around with different forms of paganism starting off with Norse because of my ancestral roots. Nowadays I have focused more on syncretising Buddhism with Kemeticism. I've been meditating a lot(not as of recently) and I figured out "the point" while drunk and talking to a friend online during St Patricks Day.

I want to go to Peru and do the ayahuasca retreat when I am ready. What will I see? What will I experience? I know it varies from person to person but I would love to know the general effects so that in and around four/five years time I am ready to experience what this psychedelic has to offer.