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So I smoked quite a bit of DMT at age 18, unfortunately with the terrible light bulb vaporizer set up sometimes, usually on top of some weed, or parsley if i didn't have any. I was having problems using drugs as a coping mechanism at that time due to depression, parents divorced, found out terrible things about my father, had no direction or guidance in life, etc. I had some interesting experiences never had a truly consciousness engulfing breakthrough experience.
Fast forward 12 years: I am incredibly happy with my life, not 100% where I want to be yet but I have my goals set and my passion has been found. I've met the love of my life, we have amazing dogs and a cat, everything is good now. So I decided it was time to extract my own DMT and really explore consciousness and find out what's going on out there.
I finished my first extraction today, went very well I think, you can see the end result on my profile. Based on the info I found, i decided I want to try a 30mg dose the first time. Unfortunately my current scale doesn't start reading until it hits 0.05, so i had to weigh out .05 and take a couple scoops out. I got my favorite blanket and set up my dab rig, put Shpongle on, and sucked down the vapor.
I forgot how intense and immediate the euphoria is, holy crap. I could barely get the second pull done, tried to do a 3rd and immediately thought "nope fuck that", and quickly pulled the blanket on me as I laid down and closed my eyes. Now what I saw was weird in that everything around me was very round and kind of plain looking, and there was a sort of fogginess to it, like when you wake up and you can't see all the way until you rub your eyes. I was in a room with a rounded table, an orb floated towards me, morphing into conical shapes, everything was pulsing white/green for the most part. I decided to open my eyes and IMMEDIATELY felt something tell me "hey dont fuckin do that" so I listened. After a few seconds I no longer felt my body or had any clue if my eyes were open, my body just ceased to exist. When I came back, I was in a different room, same visual aspects as before, but this time there were two entities there, and boy were they curious. They were shaped like the dude on the rest room signs, very round, plain, and white-ish. One of them reached his hand out towards me, I reached out trying to take his hand, but his hand kept going, and started touching me, but me was just my consciousness. I had no hand, no body, I was just there. The other entity joined in and they began examining me, touching all over with curiosity, it felt fucking amazing. It was like they were fixing me up and examining me at the same time. I felt very grateful, and it seemed like we were communicating and I didn't have to say anything, or even try to communicate, it just was happening. After a few minutes of pure bliss, everything started to fade as I came back to reality.
It felt like they had some kind of thing that "catches" your consciousness, like I just popped up and they were like "oh hey lets have a look at this guy".
Anyone have anything similar to this? It felt like there was a layer of fog over everything, I think maybe an increased dose might help with that. Psychedelics have always gone fast for me too, both the come up and duration. This trip only lasted for the duration of Divine Moments of Truth by shpongle, how long do breakthrough trips typically last for you people?
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