So I recently had my first experience with DMT. Which lead me to the internet trying to make sense of what I saw. I’m not Buddhist, actually was raised catholic, but last year I did read the sacred text The Tibetan Book Of The Dead and began meditating , not the same as they do religiously but mindful meditation. I guess I’m a secular Buddhist. Anyways when I blasted off I entered this room that felt what it looks like someone experiences in a film or show when a character “gets stuck in the internet.” On a pitch black screen no distinction of walls or corners. No floor no ceiling. Just a vast space of a single color. Except this room wasn’t black it was Baby Blue and I could here what sounded like loud trumpets or some type of deep horn blaring not to a beat but just blaring. So at the center of all this color was a figure of yellow, what looked like the silhouette of Buddha (I say Buddha but just someone or thing sitting in meditation) within that silhouette was also a circle and a triangle none of these things had definite lines of detail but rather seemed to be one image though I could tell they weren’t all the same object. After speaking to it for a brief moment it grabbed my hand and began guiding me through a wormhole that looked like spiraling colors some of which were that of the room I was just in but as we continued to blast through further from the room more colors came into the hole. I felt like this was then end. I was fighting to bring myself back into my body, I was afraid if I went with it wherever it was taking me, the end of that hole wasn’t gonna have a way back. So I snapped myself out of it by focusing on my breath.

A little bit later I was mad at myself for leaving my guide, tried again and I shit you not, went back to the same room. At which my guide responded. “Oh your back, well let’s go.”

Idk why I couldn’t follow it through. I bailed on it twice...