so i want to preface this with saying i’m definitely not looking for anyone to diagnose me through this post but simply wanting to vent. i’m diagnosed with bpd however i’ve been suspecting i may actually have autism and a dissociative disorder. i’m mainly thinking this because for as long as i can remember it’s like i’ve lived multiple lives as multiple people, i actively have conversations in my head, people say i act like a different person sometimes, i’ve been changing my name a lot and sometimes it feels so right and then randomly it won’t. i got out of an abusive situation and after i got out, i would do things that we did together and i would start talking like him or using the same body language. also my current boyfriend picked me up and i knew who he was but he felt like a stranger to me, it was scary. the worst part is that my psychiatrist doesn’t listen to me and thinks antipsychotics will help with my dissociative symptoms but it’s been months now and nothing’s changed. i’m just struggling a lot and don’t know how to talk to her about it