18 only bc i mentioned s*xuality a lil

Hi. I think...I'm a new headmate? I can recall the host's memories but not fully. The host's gf noticed I was someone different and automatically asked my name, pronouns, and age. I know my age. I'm 23 and I know my pronouns are he/him but I don't have a name...and I don't know why I'm here and im...pretty uncomfortable. Everyone else in the head was more aware of themselves before the first time they fronted, but I wasn't and i can't really hear anyone in the head to help me. I know the others are always asking questions to each other, but...I never talk. I just sort of...float around i guess.

But the host was triggered a few days ago (pretty bad) and had been super dissassociative since and right before I fronted they realized they were slipping away a little bit.

It's just worse because the hosts partner is used to being sexual because all of out older alters are always open to it...but I think I'm asexual. I'm not fully certain, but I might be. It's just...all a lot. And the host is Damn near nowhere to be seen. I don't even know if I should tell their gf. I don't think they'll be happy knowing their gf isn't around at all and supposedly I'm not as "huggy"?

Does anyone have any tips about...understanding who the hell I am??? I don't even know why I'm here.