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5 years after my diagnosis i am still in denial.
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I was diagnosed at 16 and i am now 21. Very often i get this reoccuring phase where i believe that I'm the sole one in this body. I have no identity it's like I'm a ghost of who i am supposed to be. I don't resonate with my name nor with any of the other disgnoses that i have. I thought that maybe with age i would stop being in this denial and accept my diagnoses. Sometimes i am in line with them but not always. I can't tell if this is psychosis of some kind but i just know that i have troubles accepting my diagnoses. I'm saying this in this specific subreddit because it feels like i'm not the sole one in this body i feel like i can see myself doing things and hear other people's thoughts they aren't like auditory hallucinations like i used to get these are thoughts that i feel like bleed through me of some sort. I feel like my life is a blur and i do things without knowing i'm doing them. It's like being on autopilot my body or our body ig moves on its own and i don't want that. Nothing feels real and idk what to do abt it anymore.

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