I (Lance) am the primary protector of our system our host Rene is severely BPD and is destroying the body. After a very long time they agreed to letting me care for the body after not being able to handle the pressure of being borderline. I am also borderline but less intensely. Rene is the main symptom holder for BPD and happens to be the host. Generally i take care of the littles but i think it's high time to take care of us as a whole being.

I am lost because I'm not sure what i can do to help. Rene is still co-concious because they're afraid that they will lose the ability to front again if they give us front completey i understand the fear but they're hurting a lot emotional pain gets translated into physical pain as such i i am also in pain, everyone is actually.

I genuinely don't know how to make it stop because the feelings aren't mine but i can't let the body hurt. If anyone knows how i can care for us do tell me. Thank you.