im constantly on gaurd living with my roomates we live in a transitional housing im constantly switching and they dont always no and its best that way but they have seen me switch my alter marly is invading my mind with hypersexual thoughts with people that are abusive and anger and rage .recently a 43 year old roomate was yelling and cursing at mei was so scared i felt like being abused by my dada again as a child i felt so small eventually after calling staff scared i had felt a switch marly was out and angry and has a strong urge to do bad things i just dont feel like i can control my system i never have and i feel so crazy amoungst this chaos