My family isn't super open or accepting of mental issues. When ever I say that I'm going to therapy, its laughed at and I'm told its a waste of time by everyone. My brother and his girlfriend are the only 2 that value mental health and will talk to me about different things. My brother and I left my dads house yesterday after a family dinner. We talked about how our family sucks, how we hate that religion is forced on us, and the conversation somehow ended up being on mushrooms. The special kind of mushrooms of course. He was talking about how he loved them and how we should try them together sometime, about how they have helped him understand his own mind. I said something about how I was unsure because of the "ego death" that can come along from a trip and various other things with my mental state. He kinda pushed it a bit and I just said "well I guess now is as good of time as any to tell you. I'm nervous to take them because I have DID and I'm not sure what it could do to me". He didn't know what DID was and I gave him a simple, brief explanation. He had to leave so we couldn't talk further, but he said he loves me and supports me no matter what. I feel weird today and like I might have messed things up by suddenly dropping that. Our relationship is awkward at times and he has trouble expressing himself, so that might just be that weirdness I'm feeling. But at the same time, I'm worried. I really just hope this doesn't change things or that I did that in a self centered manner