Hey kinda new here but I thought I'd ask and hopefully get some insite on my own emotions. Today after me and daddy were "playing" I was small and only getting smaller .we were cuddling for aftercare and I said daddy I smoll then he said says the 26year old .Boy did that hurt even more so that I was getting smaller Involuntarily at that point.(I have bpd so sometimes I regress without wanting to)I sat up immediately and turned away repeating to myself I'm 26 im big I'm 26 I'm an adult I'm 26 I'm not small I'm big I'm 26 wth am I doing why am I like this... I guess what I'm asking is do others feel this way at times kinda hateing your inner little self.. idk any advice would be helpful thanks in advance