we broke up. I don't know if you could say we were dating though, cause when I asked what our relationship was early on he said friends with benefits and I went with that. I feel so empty. we were arguing about him spending all his time helping other people and not taking care of himself and I stupidly asked him if he loved me. and he said 'i don't know, but I care about you.' and I could just feel my heart breaking cause I've loved him since february. I just felt so stupid and embarrassed. Ive been in little space for awhile today and I just miss him so much, it's hard to do anything but cry. I wish I could just accept him caring about me and not loving me back but it feels like the worst rejection I've ever felt. my stomach has been in knots all day, there's a really heavy pressure on my chest, I can barely breathe, and I've vomited. I hadn't seen him for three weeks leading up to this because he's been busy, so I just feel empty and I really need a hug and I know he'll never hug me again. I just want to see him and hug him so badly. am I going to feel okay again? what am I supposed to do now?