sorryyy in advance for the very long post!!

hey!! i don't really know where to start but i guess i'll begin with just saying that i'm sooo happy if you're reading this, tysm!! 🫶

i'm searching for someone who can stand me and still like me even tho i'm far from being perfect 😭😭 i have a some mental health issues which affects my life quite a lot and some days i just stay in bed all day scrolling on my phone. i'm also very insecure so sending selfies/nudes and that kinda stuff can take a long while to do for me so please don't expect to get any right away.

i wanna find someone who's honest, loyal, fun, non judging, accepting, genuine and it's def a plus if you're jealous and overprotective hehehe. i've been thinking a lot lately and i've realized that i probably wouldn't feel too happy in a "normal" vanilla relationship. being a sub is such a huge part of who i am that i just can't ignore it. i really need to have someone who controls me 24/7, makes all decisions for me and loves me more than anything else. i want someone who treats me like a princess sometimes but most of the time like the whore i truly am. i wanna be owned, be someone's property, and i honestly don't know if i'll ever find that person, but i can at least give it a try before giving up, yk?

i'm hoping to find the person i'll be with forever, who i can create my future with. the ideal scenario would be to eventually live with my partner and i'd prefer someone who'd want to provide for me since i don't wanna work. i understand that this is not everyone's cup of tea sooo that's why i'm saying it now. i'm also not sure if i want children. i mean there's obviously pros and cons with both options but sometimes i really really crave being a mum and having my own little family that i could take care of :')

it's quite important that we're a good kink match tbh, and even tho we don't need to like everything the other person does i still want us to at least enjoy most of the same things or else it won't really work. what i'm into is tpe, cnc, praising, degrading, breeding, creampies, sloppy blowjobs, pissplay, spitplay, impact play, breastfeeding, rough and aggresive sex, hair pulling and maybe anal, breathplay, petplay and scat. i'm open to exploring more tho as long as it doesn't include other people or illegal activities.

i don't really have a lot of hobbies but one thing i really like to do is writing!! one of my silly childhood dreams is to get published and even tho that'll probably never happen you can still dream a bit, right?

if we decide to start talking it's very important that neither of us talks to any other people or cheats. this may seem obvious but for many people apparently it's not 😭 i'm also very very jealous so you need to be okay with that.

sooo what else...it's really important that you like having voicecalls since that's how i usually bond with people. just tell me if you'd be up for having one rn!! i also don't care about age and i'm open to relocating in the future :) so yup, that's it i think. feel free to send me a message, my dms are always open <3