I find this humiliating to write. Basically, throughout the years it's become clear to me that I am no more than an object to be used by a Real Man, I do not believe myself worthy of rights or agency at all. I do not think fags like me are capable of living fulfilling lives like real Men, that's why we seek out real Men, so that they may permit us to live on our knees at their side, that we may exist at their mercy. I'm as serious about this as anyone can be.

Here's the problem.

I like who I am and I can't and don't want to change those facts about me. However, I have a fair amount of success in my career, I get praise and it doesn't sit well. It inflates my ego beyond the limits a fag should have. It puts my two sides of my life in conflict and causes a lot of secondary problems. You need to understand, I need to be on my knees. I need to be brought down to earth, hard. A remedy for this in the past has been harsh abuse to make sure my fag life takes primacy in my mind. Can a Sir please help me out?

In return, I'll be your deep dark well. Had a hard day and need an outlet? I will be your verbal whipping post. Need to tell someone your deepest darkest fantasies? I'll listen and won't judge. Need to ruthlessly cut a bitch to size? I'm here. It can help us both Sir.

Kinks include being controlled, leashes, collars, pet play, objectification, dehumanization, slavery and chastity.

If I am to be honest, though inferiors have little right to object, messages that start of with "send me pics", are a major turn off. I try to be into it (for the benefit of the Man), but I can't. Preferably looking for harsh abuse over the short term. Long term if we vibe. Take it all out on me, Sir. Don't hold back, make me cry

DM with ASL. Be over 20 please