Bi male here. Have a question for everyone. I have no problem sucking cock and having them cum in my mouth and swallowing it. Done this about a dozen times in my life. But why is it so hard for me to eat my own cum? No matter how I've collected my cum either in a condom, a cup, or in my hand. I find that after I came I just don't want it anymore and toss it. Maybe I haven't sucked enough cocks to crave cum like I think I do. Maybe because, most gay hookups I've had from web sites they only want to suck me off, and the few cocks I did suck off were at glory holes. Maybe I'm scared that once I start eating my own cum I will do it every time I jerk off.