This is what led to me thinking that I might be a cuckqueen. Please let me know your thoughts. Long story short: we went bar hopping with one of our female friend. They started flirting with each other and I felt turned on. Later when I went out of town, she went over to his place to hangout. I got really turned on, but also super jealous?? Sometimes during sex, I would like to imagine my boyfriend as another girl’s man. Or him messing with another girl before having sex with me.

Long story: My boyfriend and I talked about threesomes before and he wanted to try threesome mff. One of our female friend wanted to go bar hopping with us, so we planned. He and I talked prior that it’s okay for him to flirt with her, so long she consent. So during our pregaming, he and her talked about things they have in common. When we talked to the bar, they had their conversation and she starts to warm up to him. They slowly start to walk closer. When I feel that they were getting comfortable, I felt happy and excited. When we went to the dance floor, they were grinding on each other, but what turned my on the most was when he touched her inner thighs from behind and she pulled his hands closer to her inner part. He then moved his hands to her waist. I could feel my heart pounding so fast. I was dancing next to then when that happened. Later when we went back to his place, he was hugging her and they were holding hands, while he was holding mine. she sat on the couch and was showing him a mole she have on her inner thigh. The thought of him getting turned on and him being curious about another person made a strong pulse in my lower body part. He bend his body closer to her as she was sitting. They were laughing and nudging each other while I was on my phone. I could tell that she’s turned on, and that turns me on a lot. I went on the bed, and he invited her to the bed, or else they will cuddle on the sofa instead. She insist on staying on the sofa. He went to her and picked her up and put her on the bed. I so so excited, but he went to sleep on the couch instead. The next morning, he and I had sex on the sofa and it was the best we ever had. Ever since then, whenever we have sex, I would think of him having sex with her before coming to me. Or that he and her are flirting. This really get me to turn on. Things took a turn when I went out of town. I insist that he invited her over for a drink and a movie. He invited her and got her to go to his place. I wanted him to call me, but he wouldn’t call me, so I got upset. I felt super jealous. He did later said that they didn’t do anything Bc he wasn’t in a good mood Bc he got me upset. But the thought of them having sex really turned me up. I looked it up and found out about cuckqueen and cuckcake. I could relate to both of them but not to the extreme. I like it when the girl is turned on by my man and wants him. Can someone with experience lmk if I’m even close enough to being one or the other?