Heyyyy :)

Ok so I am new to this honestly! Like I've lurked on this subreddit here and there, so I get the idea of it. And to be honest, I never thought I would be into this kink? "Like cuckqueaning? Nah that's other people's kink." Yet, here we are! Maybe, I'll be really compatible with someone who wants this lifestyle! [Apologies by the way, I'm not sure if the proper term is kink or lifestyle or if both are ok. Not trying to offend, just in case I need to say that. 😅]

I want to share something with you. After talking with my friend, it became more and more apparent that I need to make this post. Here's a quote from me that I think encapsulates a lot of what drew me to cuckqueaning:

"I was thinking I might need to explore more with dating a cuckquean because the whole not caring about having piv sex, not caring if my partner is orgasming or denied, wanting to be milked with hands and toys how I ask them to, wanting to have sex with multiple women and sometimes even men, my main partner or partners probably won't be able to satisfy me on their own, wanting to bully and humiliate people, wanting to be selfish, wanting to impregnate multiple women... like everything is the opposite of a hotwife and a cuckhold dynamic with the genders reversed. Plus, I wouldn't mind her being in chastity most of the time."

I think the quote mostly speaks for itself. There are two other reasons I am interested in cuckqueaning though.

Reason number 1: I mentioned how I probably wouldn't be satisfied by my partner(s) alone. That's not the whole story. I very much like porn and very very much like hentai, ranging from grotesque and fucked up to sweet and wholesome. I would need those to be satisfied. Also, I have a lot of kinky interests as well ranging from making women cry, women making me cry, being daddy, being little (my favorite thus far), being a bull, being a cuck (lol), being a kitty, being a puppy, being a sissy, being a doll, being a bimbo, being a slave, being a master, and of course, being the partner of a cuckquean (a hot husband, if you will).... you get the idea. ;)

My hope would be that a cuckquean, you, would be not only open to, but excited to, enrich the sex life of your partner! (Especially one with such a wide and fluctuating taste in sex!)

Reason number 2: You saw the random " " sign in the title. You saw the mention of partners. Yep! That's right! I'm considering a harem, baby! (Your idea of what I mean by harem may be different though from what I mean, so feel free to ask if you're curious.) But, it wouldn't be something I would do willy nilly because I am still young. Albeit, I am more financially stable than most people my age. I am not swimming in wealth though haha (not yet anyways 😁). But yes there's the sexual fantasy aspect of it: an orgy with all your wives (where they lick me all over like a jav porno 😗). But a lot of romantic relationships are just honestly something that I think would be healthy for me. My family and friends were definitely not the best, so I think this could be a good way to help slowly build up my support system in an alternative way and maintain good mental health. I want to be surrounded by people I love. That's the point.

Now, I know relationships are all about compromise, so I don't expect to get everything that I want. But, I certainly would like to take as much as I can get lol, within reason of course. I would like to also mention on the topic of relationships that even though I am "bisexual," I am heteromantic. So, I can only be romantically attracted to women.

Regarding your expectations of me, let's get one thing clear. I am no Christian Grey. I'm the cute and kind, yet selfish type; not the handsome overly-dominant micromanage-y type (not that there's anything wrong with being or liking that). I am not a dom nor a sub really. Sure, I am very interested in them in theory sometimes, but doing them in practice is very draining and boring for me especially when I have to live up to expectations to please the other person. I'd rather dom when I want to and make you "dom" when I want to. I'm tired of emotionally cold "serve me" dommes who have in my experience expected me to not care if I'm not getting any emotional pleasure out of things. I'm tired of brats who make me feel uncomfortable by telling me to dom them on a whim in the forceful hypermasculine no-room-for-insecurity-or-vulnerability way that they have often wanted from me in my personal experience. So, it's not a deal-breaker, but if you have either of those styles of d/s, I am biased towards probably not liking you sexually lol. Generally, I do not like having orders barked at me, nor do I like hardcore teasing. And then, the last thing I want to say is don't expect to never wear a strapon when you're in a relationship with me lol.

Ok, I think that's finally it for the horny stuff for now lmao. Now for the actual dating side of things.

Growing up, I was that quiet and shy nerdy kid. My social life was pretty lacking, but I spent all of my focus on getting into a great college, which I achieved. However, I have been taking a break from college until now, so I will be going back for my bachelor's. I do not know what degree I want (possibly economics, finance, computer science, or hell maybe even math), but I want to run a business for the purpose of making money and achieving financial stability. My goal is to retire in my 20s and live off of dividends with my partners for the rest of my life, none of us working (or at least needing to work). It's nothing impressive, but I already own an almost fully financed house thanks to my family putting my name on the deed. Honestly, you wouldn't even need a car to live here and the cost of living is a joke. So, we'd always have that at least as a plan b place to live if things ever got financially rough. My main goal in life overall is to have a rich fulfilling romantic and sex life and a deep bond with my lover(s).

Physically I am: 5'9", 189lbs (overweight but not obese according to bmi, I used to be severely obese at 250lbs a few years ago) and still losing weight/building muscle, large frame, white skin, hairy everywhere-y, long wavy brown hair that's balding and reaches as far down as to my chest, glasses, dark blue "stoner" (not really) eyes, wide nose, small lips, rounded face, small beard and mustache, broad shoulders and chest, average-sized arms I think, small almost hairless hands with short nails because I like to chew my nails, a small lil belly gut, a surprising amount of stretch marks on my back, a 3 inch uncircumcised penis, average-sized/big balls, a hot husband who already has his cake in life lol (I have a jiggly fat ass.), big thighs, large calves, and short but wide feet. I wear plain clothes usually. I especially like black or white t shirts and blue jeans, but I also often wear the same oversized hoodie over that. I need to buy new clothes tbh because I lost a lot of weight lol. [Sometimes people have a favorite body part, so I just decided to list it all up there.]

You should also know that I am a bit of a goblin because I'm lax on hygiene except for when I go out or people are around. I don't like the feeling of being wet or clean or wearing clothes in general (most likely due to autism).

I would describe myself as playful and silly a lot of the time, like especially in a terminally online and "bro talk" kind of way rather than a "hey sister" kind of way. I like my memes. I like my dark humor. Blue humor, absurdist, anti-joke, dad, blah blah blah. I like the funnies.

I have a creepy side as well like I sometimes have sexual or violent fantasies of like you know the classic stalker, cnc, primal type of stuff to straight up (consensually) saying unhinged stuff uh like "I want to wear your skin" or "I want to eat your pube so a part of you is in me" or "I want to sniff your panties".... yeah stuff like that. Look, I promise I'm no serial killer lol. I don't want to actually hurt people or violate their consent. I just like creepy play like that sometimes. 😅 The fantasies aren't real, but the feelings and frustration behind them are very real. It can honestly be very cathartic for me in a similar way to how little space can be very cathartic funny enough.

I am a virgin. I have never been on an irl date, but I was in one relationship online that lasted two weeks. We were talking to each other for about 5 months and gave the romance a shot, but it didn't work out.

Hmm what else 🤔... I'm also clingy, sensitive, smert/intiligint, creative, needy, optimistic, selfish, kind, demanding, atheist, amoral, health-conscious, introverted, sadomasochistic, reserved, the second coming of christ, chaotic evil, and quiet, again. (I'm very quiet.)

Yeah so, for my interests, if you couldn't already tell, I like finance lol. I like to live like a homebody when I am by myself. I like being very much online a lot, I used to play video games (a lot of roguelites, minecraft, overwatch, rainbow six siege, gta 5 like just stuff my friends on xbox would play although I have a gaming laptop now), porn and hentai lol, dark trap music in particular but anything from rap to metal to electronic is usually my vibe, a little writing, a little singing, philosophy, learning Dutch, slowly getting into exercising, eating healthy, but also getting back into enjoying a little bit of fast food and restaurant food lol. I have been holding off on watching a lot of movies, animes, tv shows, classics, and anything on streaming services for years because I didn't watch much growing up, and I thought it'd be romantic to watch a lot of those for the first time with someone. That being said, I need something to talk about with people that's not sexual lol, so I've been watching a couple movies a month with an online friend. We're watching the Scream series right now. Honestly, horror is my favorite genre for media in general lol. I love fucked up, antisocial, and dark shit.

My biggest love language is acts of service. Things like you being the main emotional provider, checking in on me, giving me aftercare, asking about my consent, asking to talk with me, asking me questions, putting in effort like with getting to know me, communicating bluntly and honestly and openly, giving me a space to be vulnerable, and patiently helping me when I don't understand something because of my autism all go a long way especially. And by the way, it means even a lot MORE to me when you do that stuff without being prompted first too! :)

I would very much prefer you to be cute and bubbly and to naturally smile often. I highly prefer you to be 18-29, but older might be ok. I love clinginess, intellectual and social curiosity, creativity, passion, selflessness, social intelligence and/or wisdom, patience, sweetness, lovingness, empathy, a tinge of edginess, and silliness in a woman. I love it a lot when a women puts a lot of thought into her style, or even better, her styles.

I prefer you to be cisgender and femme presenting. I prefer you to be east asian or if not, multiracial, or if not then white, or if not then any race is perfect tbh. I prefer women who have something alt about them in their style as well, like tattoos especially are nice, but it could be anything. I prefer women without glasses too. I kinda prefer women with petite but curvy frames, but I like women from all body types.

Having naturally long curly hair is a deal-breaker. You also have to have a voice I like; conventionally attractive voice or unconventionally attractive voice is fine either way. Neither of us can tell whether I'll like it right now, so I'll eventually know it when I hear it enough. Not having my preferred eye type is a deal-breaker, and it's hard to explain: I'll just say I require a certain type of look that has natural small eye bags aka under eye lid exposure (I'll probably know it when I see it.) because a woman who smiles a lot and praises me with that facial feature would make me so fucking happy lol. Lots of autistic euphoria and stimmies!

If you're interested in getting to know me then please! Feel free to do me the honors and hmu :)

[Sorry if there's any typos, I'm tired af to change anything rn lol.]

Bye! (Or hopefully hi lol.)