My gf and I have been playing around a lot with cuck and sph fantasies since I first introduced it to her a few months back. I was worried she would be creeped out by it, but my goodness has she taken to it. Fantasizing about this seems to get her as horny as I have ever seen her.

For starters, she has almost overnight become a hand job queen. She never gave me that many before. It was not that either of us had anything against them, but we always preferred PIV. Now, if I bring up cuck / sph fantasy during foreplay, she will without fail grab for my dick and start stroking furiously. I am typically so horned up that I am ready to burst in a minute or two. This is how the dirty talk usually goes

Her : "you're so good with your hands and tongue. I don't know why I ever let you inside me." Me : "you're stroking me so good. I'm gonna cum if you don't slow down." She starts stroking faster Her : "Good. I want you to cum in my hand. Your dick is too small for me anyways. Hurry up and cum so I don't have to give you a pity fuck." Me : "do you need a bigger cock?" Her : "yes, this thing is way too small for me. That's why you don't get to fuck me anymore"

Another time we were getting hot and heavy, when she pulled a total mindfuck on me. She put her hair up in a ponytail and grabbed my dick and moved down as if about to give me head. She opened her mouth and lowered her head until it was an inch or two away. Then, immediately she pulled away and said "just kidding. Blowjobs are for big cocks only". I nearly came right then and there.

She has told me that she would never do anything like this in real life, which I totally respect. However, I can tell the fantasy turns her on so much to the point it makes me wonder if it is something that a part of her deep down might want. Would love to hear any suggestions for soft ways to make the fantasy more real without crossing the line. Feel free to DM me.